I am writing my first book about the transformational practical spiritual work I have been doing since my intense awakening experience in 2002.

May it inspire you!!!
Here is a snippet from today’s writings

When you are continuously blaming others for your state of mind, your feelings or your life in general, it is called “Victim Consciousness.” This mindset is rooted in the absolute LIE that the cause of happiness exists outside of yourself. Once you learn how to transcend this lie and actually understand the laws of vibration and how to take responsibility for your life, everything changes.

Once you realize that happiness is an inside job, you activate freedom in any given moment to create different experiences in your life. It IS possible to end the BLAME GAME forever.

It is helpful to understand that on a spiritual level, your soul has its own sacred story. Your soul has its own Divine Blueprint. And your soul makes its own choices. When they feel good, choices are made in karmic reward. You make choices that feel good, that bring joy and vitality and you feel in alignment and love.

You are always making choices whether you are aware of it or not. Choices rooted in patterns of co-dependency and karmic imbalance often feel off and create suffering for self or others.. Once there is an understanding of the patterns of, these suffering choices, you bring the ability to choose to a conscious level. The choices that led to difficulty, suffering, and struggle actually all were part of your spiritual path. And now that you are aware of WHY you chose these things, you can change your life.

What will you choose to put your attention on today?



  1. Leslie Read

    Hi Narayani,
    Yes…there has been extensive and long lasting psychic and auric abuse in this life…and the lives of my family…all due to what we witnessed at a spiritual community in Santa Cruz.

    Control and manipulation of all of our lives due to the lies and deceptions of these teachers.

    You call this blame? It is calling out abuse where it happens. I have no regard for vested interests and coverups where harm has occurred at the hands of spiritual teachers.
    Real spirituality is a quest for truth…

    • Awakened

      Hi beautiful friend, I think the post that you said you liked on Facebook says it all.

      It’s not about what happened to you, it’s about how you choose moving forward. There’s different levels to choice and choice awareness.

      When we are victimized by other peoples energy and abuse, we can choose to acknowledge that we created that on a soul level, and the value of that is to be able to have the freedom to create another choice. Or you can say that that happened to you. Either way – moving forward is the lesson to activate new energy in your body and your field.

      As far as I see it, If you are still contracted around what happened to you then you’re either unaware how to heal or simply not fully taking responsible for your own energy now. I know that you are and that you do what it takes to stay open and loving and trusting and heal. That is where choice clears current mind and creates new results in our lives